Suicide - Dec. 15

I had a dream that I was traveling with my grandma, who was driving her red van. She went down this hill, but the van started sliding. She wouldn't stomp on the breaks, I looked her in the eyes, she didn't look human (they were gold colored/beer colored eyes).  We were headed between a house and a building, which had a pool in between them and a ditch beyond that with a bunch of trees.  I screamed, "I am not letting you take me with you, I have a son to care for!" and then I got in her seat, sat ontop of her and slammed the breaks, which sent the car sliding sideways, but it stopped.

Steven's Suicide

Everyone was in the room and sitting on the floor, socializing with each other, when this black man came in the room screaming "It's time to declare your allegiance to her again!" In the dream I knew "her" was the ruler of the world. When he put the object down that we were supposed to use to declare allegiance, he turned his back and started doing something like he didn't care about us being there.

With that Steven S. got up and walked out, then his sister Jennifer, then I went after Jennifer to see if I could help. When I was in the hallway, there were bathrooms, and one horrendous scream came out of it. I knew it was Jennifer. I ran in and saw everyone in that room scrambling, and with that I saw a ring on the floor. It was Steven's ring, but it looked like my husband's wedding band. In my mind I knew that he jumped out of the building. He had committed suicide. Jennifer was running around screaming, still looking for him, and I don't think she saw the ring.